Medicine

With every ailment known to man, there seems to be at least one known way of treating it.
But a broken heart?
The only medicine people can recommend is Time.

You'd think with all of our technology we'd be able to come up with an alternative medicine. Something that works much faster than Time.

But you'd be wrong.
All we can do is sit and wait, and hope that someday the medicine will start working.

This summer sucked

Summer really sucked.
I want it to end right now.
This is a haiku.

Clogged

I have no other way of describing myself other than "clogged". I can't think about anything else. I can't get myself to do anything. I can't sleep without sleeping pills because my mind won't shut up.
Every time that I feel like I've made progress and that I will make it through this situation, something happens that puts me in a crappy, crappy mood.
Also, I'm worried that my instincts are right. They have been right about most all of the bad stuff that has happened lately, but with what I'm currently thinking about, I sincerely truly hope that I am wrong.
I feel like I have no one to turn to.
I feel completely alone. For the first time in my life.
Completely alone.

But you know, I've always been pretty independent and I'm used to dealing with problems on my own. At this point, the thing I hate most is the fact that she has to go through so much shit. I feel like she finally had a happy life and then it got crapped on and ruined. I hate that she has to go through this, and I hate that I can't be there for her. I hate it.
I hate it, I hate it, I hate it.